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I wish I was the kind of person,

who when meeting a person,

immediately would fall in love.

Like head over heels in love.

Completely devoted,

letting that special person get all the love your heart holds.

I wish I could.

It must be great being so devoted to another human being.

Being so surrounded with love.

Fuck me.

fuck I don't let myself free

fuck I give myself restrictions..

Fuck..

Maybe Im incapable of falling completely in love,

Fuck.