What do you remember best...

(source)

Your first kiss..?

Or your first pair of heels?

(source)

I wish I was the kind of person,

who when meeting a person,

immediately would fall in love.

Like head over heels in love.

Completely devoted,

letting that special person get all the love your heart holds.

I wish I could.

It must be great being so devoted to another human being.

Being so surrounded with love.

Fuck me.

fuck I don't let myself free

fuck I give myself restrictions..

Fuck..

Maybe Im incapable of falling completely in love,

Fuck.

Love Post Secret

It's Christmas Time

I love our room by christmas..

Denied

AFVIST from AFVIST on Vimeo.

Pas it on!

Love like you've never been hurt.

Pleas play this song

I feel sad. Not obvious kind of sad. But like I just realized the feeling flowing through my body is sadness.. Which is odd.. I have NOTHING to be sad about. My life is the best is has been for a really long time. Maybe I'm just emotional, but then why not happy emotional? Im really in a mood, neither negative nor positive.

Im listening to Lykke Li for the first time in a long time. I think she's the one artist that can get me in an immediate mood. It reminds me of the time right before summer, when I was very sad, but didn't stop up and notice it. I found out later the size of my grief. I was down, but denied to recognize it. It's over now, but it still haunts me.. It prevents me from doing the things I really in my deepest inner self want to do. It prevents me from loving. Fuck. It's the memory that wont go away. The thing that hurt you the most, and therefor cant let it go completely. It's stuck in the back of my brain. Sits there. Waits. Then, attacks my conscious right before its too late. Rings all the alarms. I want make it go away, but I think it's probably good to not let it go away completely. Talk about Stockholm syndrome.

I helped my grandparents move today. Imagine leaving a house you've lived in for 47 years. Saying good bye to all the thing you've collected through the years. See it vanish in a car driving away, knowing you'll never ever see those things again. Watching your life's collection crumble away. To night they'll sleep in the living room. It'll be the first time they wont sleep in the bed room for 47 years.

MMMMMMMmmmmmmmmMMMMMM

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.

I'm home from school today, I have to go see the doctors. :(

So on a rainy, grey, sad, sick day like this its good to have something

as great as some Velvet Underground to cheer up your mood.

Grungedy gurnge

Photographer: Michael Lavine & Thurston Moore

Welcome to the jungle... Bitches

Hey Guys! Today I am sick :( Stuck in bed with the flue.. Big time bummer, but on the positive side this gives me time to finally post something! :) The More time I spend here on campus the more i love it, and don't want to go away. It's nice to really know when you've made the right decision :)

So a few days (actually a week) ago I did another hair show of the L'Oréal. Once again it was great fun (despite all the waiting). Here are some pics:

My hair as it was before

And in the dye... So long blond hair!

Right after the dye came out, it is no as brow IRL, but more faded brown/blond-ish

This time I got my hair styled on stage. This was the result. Im not sure about the whole crepped 80'ies look... But it was very off the runway like.

From the side...

And from the back..

The whole crew. Thank you Thomas and Ditte for the cuts!

God I don't think I've ever had this big hair before.. But it was fun!

And I just couldn't resist doing a silly pose.. BAhh So thank you L'Oréal, and thank you Thomas and Ditte!

LOVE this

..No I am actually dead...

Nah just kidding…

Hi everyone! So fall break is a few days old, and I’m finally out-rested (is that a word?..) Anyways I want to show you a quick outfit. Both shirt and skirt are homemade. The shirt I got a lot of inspiration (help) from the blog BYKATRINE. And the skirt was inspired by Burberry Prorsums SS10 runway

(didn't you just love all the amazing drapery?)

Et from zeh back... Ahhh well I tried! And FINALLY I got the Tara Boot. Oh god I love loive love them! I seriously wear then day and night!

Update

I'v been shopping a bit lately. Yesterday I found a nail polish very similar to Chanel's "Jade" It's from a RUDE. Signe and I discovered a few adorable vintage shops! Uh I love it when you find little gold mines like those!

I'v been looking for the perfect pair of F/W boots since like august. They had to have the right combination of cowboy/Western and biker. So it SO made my day when I saw these a few days ago. THey're from Message and the only cost 500,- :D YAY!

Today os the day my sister is moving away from home.. :/ I know mom's gonna be sad. But my sister is very excited to finally move in with her boyfriend. So Im happy for her :)

"An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind." - Mahatma Ghandi

Happy Birthday Gandhi!

October 2nd 1869 – January 30^th 1948

Madonna OR Lourdes?

Enjoy

A New Favorite

Hi Taylor Momsen, I adore your style.