It's Christmas Time

I love our room by christmas..

Love like you've never been hurt.

Pleas play this song

I feel sad. Not obvious kind of sad. But like I just realized the feeling flowing through my body is sadness.. Which is odd.. I have NOTHING to be sad about. My life is the best is has been for a really long time. Maybe I'm just emotional, but then why not happy emotional? Im really in a mood, neither negative nor positive.

Im listening to Lykke Li for the first time in a long time. I think she's the one artist that can get me in an immediate mood. It reminds me of the time right before summer, when I was very sad, but didn't stop up and notice it. I found out later the size of my grief. I was down, but denied to recognize it. It's over now, but it still haunts me.. It prevents me from doing the things I really in my deepest inner self want to do. It prevents me from loving. Fuck. It's the memory that wont go away. The thing that hurt you the most, and therefor cant let it go completely. It's stuck in the back of my brain. Sits there. Waits. Then, attacks my conscious right before its too late. Rings all the alarms. I want make it go away, but I think it's probably good to not let it go away completely. Talk about Stockholm syndrome.

I helped my grandparents move today. Imagine leaving a house you've lived in for 47 years. Saying good bye to all the thing you've collected through the years. See it vanish in a car driving away, knowing you'll never ever see those things again. Watching your life's collection crumble away. To night they'll sleep in the living room. It'll be the first time they wont sleep in the bed room for 47 years.

MMMMMMMmmmmmmmmMMMMMM

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.

I'm home from school today, I have to go see the doctors. :(

So on a rainy, grey, sad, sick day like this its good to have something

as great as some Velvet Underground to cheer up your mood.

Welcome to the jungle... Bitches

Hey Guys! Today I am sick :( Stuck in bed with the flue.. Big time bummer, but on the positive side this gives me time to finally post something! :) The More time I spend here on campus the more i love it, and don't want to go away. It's nice to really know when you've made the right decision :)

So a few days (actually a week) ago I did another hair show of the L'Oréal. Once again it was great fun (despite all the waiting). Here are some pics:

My hair as it was before

And in the dye... So long blond hair!

Right after the dye came out, it is no as brow IRL, but more faded brown/blond-ish

This time I got my hair styled on stage. This was the result. Im not sure about the whole crepped 80'ies look... But it was very off the runway like.

From the side...

And from the back..

The whole crew. Thank you Thomas and Ditte for the cuts!

God I don't think I've ever had this big hair before.. But it was fun!

And I just couldn't resist doing a silly pose.. BAhh So thank you L'Oréal, and thank you Thomas and Ditte!

Update

I'v been shopping a bit lately. Yesterday I found a nail polish very similar to Chanel's "Jade" It's from a RUDE. Signe and I discovered a few adorable vintage shops! Uh I love it when you find little gold mines like those!

I'v been looking for the perfect pair of F/W boots since like august. They had to have the right combination of cowboy/Western and biker. So it SO made my day when I saw these a few days ago. THey're from Message and the only cost 500,- :D YAY!

Today os the day my sister is moving away from home.. :/ I know mom's gonna be sad. But my sister is very excited to finally move in with her boyfriend. So Im happy for her :)

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Sorry it took me a while to post the pictures of my ‘new’ hair, but as a law of nature I of course forgot my camera! CRAP! Haha I mean you should have seen my hair in the dye. It looked terrible, like Princess Leia meets Teletubbies! So cause of forgetting my camera it took me a while to get some pictures of the hair, but here you have it. Anyway the show went well, and I had a lot of fun with the other girls, and enjoyed myself. Who wouldn't after a day of pampering, and ending it of with a fun runway show!? :D I think I still have to get used to the hair. It's not really me, it doesn't really fit my style. But I'll work it out, and rock it anyway :) I've already gotten a lot of new nicknames, before the gossip kings of the school called me Barbie (which has a story behind), now I'm known as Lady Gaga, and Hannah Montana. GREAT!

Today im going to be a hair model, for a professional hairdresser from L'oreal. Me and two other girls got an invite from our teacher to be her hairdressers models. Im SO excited. We're going to get a bob! haha and maybe well get it dyed to. I don't think I've realized it yet. Cause I kinda want to grow my hair long, but come on this is like a once (or twice) in a life time opportunity! And if it all goes wrong, I mean it's just hair! It's not like I'm gonna die if it's ugly. I'll try to take as many pictures as possible, so I can show y'all later :D Have a great monday. I know I will! :D XX My hair as it is right this moment

I made this dress. And Im proud

Yeah it’s not hard to tell where I got the inspiration from, I kinda hate myself for it, but I just couldn’t help myself when I saw the fringes at the fabric store.

I have a cold..

Butter me up

This is what I had for breakfast this morning. Yuumy!

Im sitting in my bed, listening to the rain dripping outside. In 9 minutes I have to go down stairs to join a group meeting. But the next 8 minutes ill just sit here and enjoy the relaxing silence the rain brings with it. xx

Hey folks! So everything is still great here, and i love it more and more. I spent the weekend here, which was weird, we were only 20 people, we're usually about 100. But it was good, we got to know each other in a different way, and stayed up really late listening to music and talking. We laughed, cried, shopped, ate british fudge and Dutch pancakes (yummy!), joked around, watched YouTubes of crazy friends. Ahh it was great.

I'll show you pics of what I bought later. I found some great vintage rings!

Later Gator!

Today, two of my friends got sent home. FML.

Music Me

Hey sugar muffins! So this is my first update from the school. Yay for wireless! It feels like it’s almost too good to be true here. I mean it’s 11.38 and all my lessons are over, now all that’s left, that’s school related is lunch and our creative subjects. I have design, and right now I’m making a dress. I love it! I’ve always wanted to be able to make my own clothes but I’ve never really had the skills. SO I’m planning on making as many different things as possible, so I’ll learn how to make a lot of things. Hahah. My next project will be a cape/poncho I think :D Here are some more pictures of school. Enjoy!

Long time no see

Hi Lovers! I’ve missed you guys so much, well actually blogging I guess. Anyway so many things have happened and I’ve experienced so many things the last couple of weeks, I don’t even know where to begin. But I tell you, it’s a long time since I’ve had a consistency of this much fun for a long time. But its good to be home though, and finally to be alone, in front of the of the tv with my computer in my lap. Here are a few pics from the last two weeks

So I obviously know the amount of posting has been extremely lousy the last two weeks, and of course I apologize, and hope you can understand why. You see us kids on the school dont have wireless yet, so we kind of have to wait in line to go online. Anyway Ill hopefully get wireless the next week, and be able to post more often :D So have a great weekend, and Ill blog you soon!

She's leaving home

Hello kids,

Unfortunately a dear friend of mine, who has followed me thru thick and thin thru better and worse the last two years, who has let me abuse her horribly, and who I never got to thank, has passed away. This is also the reason for the lack of posts the last few days. I hope you can understand… Okay okay, I’ll be real with you, my dear Ms. MacBook has died. And yes she was my friend - pathetic I know..  Anyway I’ve got to get back to packing, Im fucking leaving tomorrow!! WTF? Time travels soo fast! And there’s still so much I have to pack. Of course my parents can’t understand since I already have 2 suitcases, 2 huge bags, 2 bed rollers and 2 huge plastic bags.. Wow I sure do pack in 2’s-… Anyway there’s still a long way to go, and a few hours left.. See ya later gators!  

XX

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